“Sometimes it is a good idea to talk to the dead even if it just as a reminder of where we are going. A reminder to make the most of every breath we take.’
‘Have you ever had any near death experiences?’
‘Oh, I died years back. I’ve been a ghost for over fourteen years now.’
‘How did that come about?’
‘A spike in a legal drug. It killed my heart.’
‘And yet here you are, without a heart.’
‘It’s funny how things work out isn’t it.’
‘So you don’t feel anything then?’
‘I feel the emptiness in others. Their mundane, repetitive existence desperately grasping at fantasies to try and climb out of the dullness of who they are.’
‘Why do you think you feel them.’
‘Because they are the ones who killed me. The source of my loss. Those blank faced liars, deceivers, parasites running on a disproportionate love of self.’
‘Narcissists?’
‘Narcissism, self love, same thing. Short sighted ego trippers.’
‘You seem bitter.’
‘I should be but I’m not. I’m disappointed.’
‘Why the disappointment?’
‘Because it could have been so much better. I lost years helping others understand things that they only truly grasped with retrospect and then I had to watch them repeat the same mistakes in a different environment.’
‘You’re not bitter, you’re frustrated.’
‘That I am.’
‘Drink?’
‘Drink.’
‘Here’s to brighter days!’
‘Hmm, it is darkest before the dawn.’
The GeoSolus Web Log 